boy with big dreams

its been a long while~

2009-05-18T23:00:00.003+08:00

hey friends! is been a long time i nv update my blog, i almost forgot i hv a blog actually.
its been 2 months since i graduated, things move so fast, i got my nice job, every of my classmate is busying working now, so am i...friends good luck! ;) . since im working, its time to plan my savings and 'future'..lol. i keep on saying to myself, there's money everywhere on the street, dont miss a chance to catch them...i force myself to do whatever im capable to do although sometimes very lazy..haha. hey, anyone know what to do for part time job?...like sell food, art stuff or anything?..any idea? need to do some side income..hehe :) comment pls!..than you veli muchie :)

LAST DAY LAST DAY~ DAMN

2009-04-01T17:37:00.002+08:00

what last day?....my 3d designer job last day...i quit =.=, i find out not suitable for me, it involve alot of things that out of what i study, and its not what i want...so quit lo~..haha. bt bad thing is i never receive my payment on my last day...damn! heard this boss abit stingy, and owe alot ppl $..oww, whatever, i will get my money..haha in. in this two week plus this is what i've done,

finally~!

2009-03-29T22:24:00.004+08:00

yea!! here it comes!! our FINAL of diploma in interior design!! i was so damn nervous this day, because our lecturer invited an external accessor from AXIS network MR LAI..a 'big' person. but overall is better than we expected, yay! cause we didn't shoot down by lecturer and MR LAI badly, not only that, they give us alot of comment, what we should and shouldn't do and share their experience! its a very presentation from all of us, well done my fellow classmates! and i would say this is the presentation day i like the most!

*my work*

check out my next blog! where my work is at KL DESIGN WEEK '09 at CAP SQUARE!

march

2009-03-25T10:59:00.004+08:00

i got a new job..haha, as 3d designer, well what i can say about the company?...erm, i would say 1st 2 weeks, BORING! haha because nothing to do in the office, no more new project to do...hmmm, so basically my job is come in the morning and online, surf the net till 6pm WTF! haha!. but i did practice my 3dmax/rendering. check it out the kitchen. FINAL is HERE! i mean HERE! NOW! obviously im nervous, scare...hmm what to do? still have to face it! EDWARD U CAN DO IT!! bla bla bla~

this is where the place i will be on weekdays 9.30am till 6pm

updated (Feb)

2009-02-19T00:38:00.002+08:00

hey~! i'm back to update myself to the public :). erm...where to start? ya! im not going overseas for study already, after get some advise and comment from elder friends in interior design field on CNY, they recommend me go work for some time first, if i think its not enough with my diploma only i go get my degree, and thats not too late for it, so i think enjoy working in malaysia first, if its possible to enjoy :).

final finAL FINAL FINAL!! my final year in college! omg, have to appreciate every moment we have now in college, cause maybe its the last year we will be enjoy studying, or i should say last MONTH. everyone is stress about their final project and nervous about it, but why im not? i think im going to have big trouble if im not starting to worry about it, im still in the lazy mode, WAKE UP EDWARD WAKE UP!!!...damn!

its valentine day last week, hows everyone celebrations? nice? good? memorable?..romantic? or 'oh shit'? haha..mine was not bad i think, the last part la, the beggining is just normal, the garden mid valley is packed with couples, me and she enjoy the movie, 'The Curious of Benjamin Button', nice movie if you are an artistic or 'art type' person. to everyone who are still single, keep it up, dont feel sad, im sure next year valentine u will be celebrating with someone you love :) HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE! :)

the new monoploy

2009-01-24T00:12:00.003+08:00

hey guys! remember the monopoly board game? the game where you can earn $ or loan or owe the bank a lot of $..haha! now its coming back with the new packaging! its new, modern, neat and its NICE! check it out the pictures

respon for overseas study.

2009-01-21T16:32:00.005+08:00

talking about having overseas degree, i asked few of my senior, my friend about it, and the feedback i get is..yes, i still need 100k and its not only 9 months course, its about 1 year plus to 2 years, plus most of my friend, senior, lecturer even my relatives agree i go australia to have a degree, but there's something make me uncomfortable and dissapointed. but with all this support, yea! y not going there! lol, anyone anymore suggestions?...so, my new 2009 plan is study in australia!! but before that, there's a lot of things to settle down, like my final semester, to my classmate: guys! keep it up! let us score big time for the last time!!, beside that, its chinese new year!!!! have fun! and like 'that guy' said, collect ang pao for printing..haha! of course for us, chinese new year is eat, play and ang pao, nothing else more...LOL!! happy new year guys! :)

about going overseas ...melbourne, perth, UK???

2009-01-09T12:09:00.005+08:00

after today 9am class with my lecturer mr. toh, i realize that i should have a degree in interior design or interior architecture, but its a lot of trouble if i really going australia to have my 9 months degree. first of all, of course is financial problem. u see, if i loan from bank, going australia at least 100k plus living cost, let say 7 years contract to pay back, 100k divide by 84..= rm1190 per month!! how am i going to pay back the bank when i come back? omg, fresh grad salary is like 2k+ for degree holder??..there is no way im going to overseas...but i really wanted to go... cause u see, having a overseas degree is better than having local diploma in ID field, of course experience is most important, but degree is 'safer' for now...hmmmmmm, hope someone can help me out for this problem..:(. anyone know how to get better solution other than loan from bank? or how to get that kind of money legaly haha...

my top favorite cars in 2008

2009-01-04T00:38:00.011+08:00

quite a few new car were out in the year 2008 like the toyota vios, new myvi and the special edition of it, the new proton saga BLM, new nissan gtr-35 and many more. yesterday, which is a boring day, i surf the net looking the latest, fastest, luxurious and famous car in the world, im impress with the international car design, such a stunning design, every guy couldn't get off their hands from the car adn bla bla~..hahaXD. here's some my all time favorite cars and favorite car manufacturers.

the audi R8, not fast, but the design is simply the best!

mitsubishi evo 10, u can feel the fierce 'ness' jz by looking it

ferrari california, u can have all the glamour when u have one of these,
i mean, come on~ its FERRARI!

and not forgetting the ferrari f430 scuderia, oww~
its a fast car..

the all time favorite, nissan gtr 35. heard that the first gtr 35 was crashed in malaysia? with singapore registered license plate?..

and the last, its also my all all time favorite LAMBORGHINI

lamborghini estoque, the first 4 door sedan from lamborghini

lamborghini reventon, only 20 of this made in the world, and its as fast as a jet plane!

lamborghini gallardo

lamborghini murcielago lp640

happy 2009!!

2009-01-01T22:15:00.004+08:00

happy new year~~!! welcome 2009! new year new wish list la~ by the way, this year is my 1st time to have wish list..hahaXD i got quite big things hope to be done n come true in this 2009..haha, although is hard..but, no free lunch right?:) new year eve countdown im at klcc wit kyren:) we have dinner at dian ti hill with the nice vinegar, yummy hehe :D. and then countdown at the klcc park, but is too damn crowded, omg..i promise myself next time any national event WONT go for klcc already! what a late countdown, after countdown we have supper back to ss2 with my old classmate. back home at 4.30am :). 2009, nice celeb, with some argue, but is ok, im sorry :).

tagged by kyren

2008-12-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

GO!InstrUctionS~
~> Bold the statements that are true to you
~> Italicize the statements that you wish were true
~> Leave the fibs alone. (totally not related to you)
~> Then, stab 5 people to do the same text.

I'm 170cm tall.
I don't know what I want at the moment.
I'm not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I'm bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is a shit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, eventhough our break up was rather nasty. (v a buch of fwenz of coz)
I'm studying fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don't know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don't have faith in the current "one".
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I'm a rebel.
I'm starting to like wearing dresses.
I don't believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I've bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time in my life.
I have red hair.
Mid Valley is my second home.
I'm a guy.
I'm scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We'll last.
I believe in long distance relationships
I'm going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I've robbed an old lady.
I'm starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I'm hot.
I'm a sinner.
I've got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I hate Math.
I love horror films.
I'm happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents' room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don't read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can't live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I'm happy with my 11 year old car.(actually is more than 15 years)
I hate people that are smart.
I love Apple Juice.
I can't drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I've got a new phone.
I'm going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven't worked out since March.
I think I'm fat.
I love my friends and my family.

HO HO HO~~

2008-12-26T22:58:00.004+08:00

2008 christmas on yesterday. everyone is celebrating, me too :). but is a bit not so good, haha~ had movie at cineleisure, 'IP MAN' nice movie :) after movie..is already 5pm, but dont care about time when you spend it with someone special...ngek ngek ngek :). at night, we had bbq dinner at friend house, nice dinner also..haha. after that take us a very very loooong time to decide wether we are going to genting or not. but at last we did go genting, a fun n tired trip, we came down on 6am at the next day, very tired whew..but 1st time, worth to be tired haha XD and somemore with someone different :)

How to win Ms. GF’s heart?

2008-12-15T13:24:00.003+08:00

1. Respect Her Decision

Do not interfere with her decision all the time, instead encourage her to develop her strengths, because everyone is the same, if you are doing something you dislike, you will lack motivation and passion. What you believe is good, doesn’t mean she will think is suitable for her. An ideal new century guy should respect all women, even if it is a person you just met.

2. Use Body To Provide Her Warmth

Why does a woman like their hand to be hold by a man? This is because the warmth from the palm of a man, makes a woman feels real. The desire for a person to be touched is the same for both man and woman. The palm, the warmth of a hug, normally provides the deepest impression which can be remembered for a lifetime, far compared to a diamond. Normally when she thinks of you, she will remembers your hug, not the materials you provided for her, therefore, man please do not be stingy in providing your hugs and holding her hand tightly.

3. Provide Care At Suitable Times

When a man shows care and his gentleness, I believe every woman will be very happy, but over-excessive care will make her feel repulse. When she is frustrated, just act as a role of rubbish bin that would do great. Sometimes what a woman needs, is just a person to talk to, not a final result. Also, try to remember the names of her friends she mentioned to you, when she face difficulties, you can provide the best suggestions.

4. Make Her Family And Friends Admire You

Elder people eyesight normally are very good, they can analyze a person’s good and bad. If you can win over her family and friends admiration, you have achieve success halfway. You must understand that woman are normally very easily influence by people around her, if there are people around her who admire you, in many ways you will gain a lot of help.

5. Do Not Be Stubborn In Winning

Even though most men want everything to be equal, but, woman needs to be “tam”, therefore please do not be so emotional, if it does not involve your principles; let the girls win first, when both of you calm down, only resolve to find a solution.

6. Athletic Guys Are Normally More Welcome

For guys who have a hobby in sports, are easier to release stress, you also make a woman feel you are with a man who is passionate, makes her feel confidence towards life. I believe, there’s not a woman who likes to live with a man who drinks alcohol and smoking everyday to distress.

7. Make Her Feels Talking Her Heart Contents To You Is Safe

If a woman is willing to honestly and sincerely to communicate with you, that indicates you have a very special and solid position in her heart. But it is best if you know when to talk, and when to keep your mouth shut. Do not be afraid to express, you can share your feelings and thinking appropriately, this will makes her feel that you are at her side, in her heart she will feels more reliable towards you. You must ensure her that you will not be laughing at her because she is willing to express her inner thoughts to you.

8. Be Clear With Your Relationship With Your Girl-Friends

Both man and woman should have their own circles of friends, but guys who likes to play flirting games is definitely the pain in the axx for woman. If you are the type of guy who do not feel good in saying no or refuse other women, as an end result, you will expect sooner or later she will definitely reject you without mercy. You may regard it as insecurity or no trust, all in all, woman just wish their man can appear within their visible zone and listening zone. You can let her know the friends you are mixing with, but both of you can communicate beforehand, both of you can give each other space in the foundation of trust. At appropriate times, work on sweet talking, most of the time, woman falls for this.

holaday~~ weee~

2008-12-15T13:17:00.002+08:00

HOLADAY~!! WOHOO~~ haha, finally holiday is here haha XD...but dont know what to do at home when holiday, 1st week of holiday adi use alot of $ leh~ haha, hv 2 stop adi...save it for CHRISTMAS!!! yea! ~ding dong bell ding dong bell~..lol tis christmas got 'some' plan haha, cant wait till the day come..keke...but anyone see this also can date me for christmas geh~ im still available..hahaXD come come..lol

Presentation!!!

2008-12-10T11:21:00.002+08:00

omg, its presentation today! long waited moment and prepared nt so well i can say haha! super nervous!! plus im the first to present! 'phew' is all i can describe after my presentation, like putting down a huge stone inside me. BUT im not satiesfied with my idea, my project neither my presentation. :( wth...sigh, but will try to improve and improve more n more! and change idea or whole project idea if needed.. WAY TO GO EDWARD!!! XD.

mr roland and mr fazli =.=

1 of my classmate presenting...

sad day sad day~

2008-12-01T18:27:00.004+08:00

quite a sad day~ cause this morning when listening to the radio station 'hitz.fm' the famous JJ & RUDY are no longer in the morning crew :(...gonna miss them :(. And mummy going to hospital again! cause of sth in her body's rating very high, and its unormal to be this high..:( hope she will get well soon...we're going phuket this fri, but mummy in this condition, i think chances of going is very low...and my presentation :( lecturer asked me to write a letter to the assesor, but not to mention going holiday, and the external assesor wont entertaint only 1 student before the time they agreed with the college. but i already dont have the feeling or mood to go holiday already..sigh~ :( BUT TODAY! the sky is smiling at us above the sky! astronomer said the 'eye' is actualy jupiter and venus, and the cresent moon form the 'mouth', the next smiley face will appear on july 21st 2036. im lucky to see this on my own :)

smiley face moon :)

new kitchen

2008-11-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

3D 3D~! these are some new 3Ds i did for 'ELEMENT INTERIOR' check it out :). woo~ tired day, badminton with church friend..hehe, long time never see them..i think nearly 1 year? i also forgot..haha. oh no~ deadline is getting near for my sky bridge project >.< hope i can manage it...:)

nippon~

2008-11-27T19:49:00.003+08:00

nippon paint? what do you guys think? today i attend a talk about colors with the speaker denise turner from Los Angeles, USA. its..quite fun, but too bad didn't get any prizes...sigh..lol nippon paint, what makes me remember this paint company is the commercial advertisment in TV, the ad are great! nice! haha they done a great job on that. after shah alam nippon color talk, hang out with frens till around 6pm ++. love the days we have now, no worries :) enjoy the video

Lamborghinis

2008-11-24T18:08:00.007+08:00

everyone, the 2009 Lamborghini Estoque, latest or 1st 4 door sedan v10 engine from Lamborghini. A truck manufacturer to a supercars manufaturer. this car is super cool in every way, design, style, performance. i love this car so much..haha, although i dont tink i can own 1. lol. im a big fan of Lamborghini, compare with ferrari, Lamborghini is the best, especially the murcielago and reventon model, its stunning! i wish i can own 1 of these when im 40. haha!

Lamborghini Reventon (only 20 of this in the world)

Lamborghini Murcielago LP640

Lamborghini Estoque(new sedan)

move it move it!!

2008-11-20T23:46:00.003+08:00

i like to move it move it, he like to move it move it, she like to move it move it, we like to MOVE IT!!!

hahaha! i watched madagascar 2..damn funny! especially the 'king julien' haha! damn funny, till i cant stop laughing although the movie end. ya, watch this movie with my dear~ and a crazy couple, lol XD memang crazy, talk nonesense and laugh loud everywhere.. haha!. already 1 week, mummy still in hospital~ :( but at least she's getting better :) glad to see that..haha, memang days without mummy is hard..haha...mummy i miss u!!

sunday

2008-11-16T23:28:00.004+08:00

all day lying on the bed..haha, but never sleep and still so tired, i wonder what i did on the bed lol. accompany my 'cat' meow meow whole day~XD. Days without mummy, not good. haha, she's getting serious i think, sigh...i miss mummy~..:(

MADAGASCAR 2!!! i want to watch!! who want to join me?...i heard its funny, cant wait to go watch with ms. K...hehe, and coming soon got 'THE TRANSPORTER 3' wao, im going to watch that too..!:)

i like to move it move it~ MOVE IT!

tired~

2008-11-15T15:18:00.005+08:00

tired is the word that can describe me today. yesterday forcing myself to finish the interior perspective, and pass up today, yes! $ coming..and im going to start save alot of $ for my future, because all these years spent is all i know, and saving is the thing i dont know. :( theres alot of things i wanted to do..go travel, first shanghai, second japan, third is the european country, and saving for car, house, and gf mayb..hehe. mummy still in hospital day 3, still havent find out whats happening to her..omg.

the 3D i did, guys..comment pls..~ tq :)

rainy day~

2008-11-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

feel lazy every time water fell down from the sky...-.- and its non stop~. mummy masuk hospital :( stomach maybe got stone..so, me n sis have to do all the things at home. honestly, actually quite fun~ hahaha XD. hope she will get well soon...i mean very soon~:) my final project..i feel that, i have nothing to shout:( i mean nothing so special about my ideas and concept, after show lecturer my presentation, he is like 'oh yea? thats all?' hmmm~ maybe is because the idea is from him, so he got nothing much to say...just need more pictures and site photos. hmmm, hope i will get more and have some interesting design. tonite i have nice dinner :) thx to ms. K haha...hope u can finish ur work asap, and love u always :)

screeech~ BANG!!

2008-11-10T01:39:00.004+08:00

wao!~ a long day out, tired..but act my friend and i did nth much today, 11am dota till 4pm...like that already wasted 5 hours and rm10. haha~ but that's what we did back to secondary school, its quite fun, so we decide to go back to our school time, have the feel of back to school~...hahaXD

the purpose today we all meet is not just dota la of coz..lol, its ting fung bday a quite close friend of us we going 1 utama bbq. but on the way...

ACCIDENT -.-

as u can see the car is facing the wrong side of the traffic

jiann yet, hows your feeling after the crash?

then automatically u know whats happening

sorry jia hong and poor vios T.T

but is ok...nevermind, we still continue with ting fung bday celebration :) happy bday~!

lovely couple

*~wish wish~*

happy bday to u..~~

happy bday HY~

2008-11-08T16:07:00.003+08:00

yea, thats right..its my secondary schoolmate's bday..but er, tak sempat buy you present la~ haha! next time la, sure got chance one~ hahahaXD ya, she got the bday drinks from wong kok restaurant, its a vy big bucket of 'teh ais'..haha. and she got a suprise bday cake from her bf ting fung, which my secondary classmate too, what a cute couple..haha, she must be very happy :), he must be hiding something about her bday present..haha cause he said he havent get her 1..its impossible..XDhaha, but hope u two happy...:)

HY happy bday

cake no1

cake no2

cute girl, pity my pants~..:( haha

late night ('night car'~)

2008-11-07T10:06:00.002+08:00

adui~ working with christine's work...first time within 8 hours done 2 view, out of my expect..improved abit..haha XD. back from coll..mr proton still got problem..-.- wth, stupid mechanic said can fix it..but at last the problem still there..sigh, malaysian mechanincs..-.-

whats wrong with protons car man..seems like all proton car have the same prob at the same time with the same batch of car and its expensive and the quality is not there, now they have new offers 'proton exchange' trade in old proton cars for 5k then change a new proton car, but your old car have to be all original parts and still driveable on the road..sigh...but nevermind, mr proton already change its part thousands of times no more original..hmmm looks like i have to stay with mr proton the rest OF ITS LIFE....hahaXD.

christine work's from 8pm till 4am...wow~ tired, but...is ok la..got $$ ma...hahaXD

kitchen view

living room view...what u all think? ok? sellable?

what a day~

2008-11-06T00:17:00.003+08:00

whoo~ what a day...morning 11am appointment with christine for the freelance 3D job, yea ^^v we have a deal, so...360 here i come~..XD. back to college...the longest class i ever had, interiCAD class..and sometimes quite bored class..hahaXD untill i 7.30pm oni back home~..finally, have a nap then out to badminton again, wa~ those friends badminton so geng leh~ they smash 'loud' and quite scary~ haha, makes me abit pressure..hahaXD but its fun~ :) AT LAST~~~ SUPPER TIME....wuahahaha...ramly burger..woo my place famous ramly burger taste GREAT~ alot far better than the mcD one and cheap too. 'Work Work' road to 360 start when back home..i think will work for 1 hour more only la..cause abit tired already..somemore 'KYREN' slp already tim..-.-..hahaha XD.

woo~ the ramly burger~

hmmmm~~ juicy juicy...fingers licking good..XDhaha

hair cut hair cut

2008-11-04T20:37:00.003+08:00

sleepy day..yawn~ whole morning stay infront of the computer, online =.=. i got my hair cut today! :) i asked the hairstylist to change my hair style, but after changed..i don't like it..haha~ i go home and change back my style..i felt that, i cant change much on my hair, don't know why, may be is because i don't change much, or i cant change much..watever haha XD.

recently a girl keep on calling me, weird part is, i don't even know her...and she don't know me as well, but she said she's from XXX company(i cant really listen to her company name)and wanted to explain and introduce me what her company do or sell, she asked me to meet..i think of, why not? she treat me coffee, or know more friends is an advantage..plus, after i listen to her voice few times, i think she's a pretty and cute girl..haha XD actually i rejected her last minutes few times, same as today..lol, i think its something like direct selling..what you all think?

this is the hairstyle the stylist had made..
haha, not really like it...XD

monday~

2008-11-03T10:41:00.002+08:00

its monday, no class, no work and its boring and lazy~, or should i say im always lazy..=.=. MR. proton is out to workshop today, something wrong with its brakes, hope after workshop everything run welln dont die again..(touchwood touchwood)XD. starting to think of how to earn easy money to 'feed' my colorful lifestyle. this morning discuss something with my friend about we forming a group look for interior design company for 3D visual job or 3D designer job, hope it works, well i think its going to work..haha :)